Ellamkuruvi

Ellamkuruvi Neelakuruvi
Aa Marachilayil Nee koodu ketti
Aa Thanalorrathu Nee pattu padi
Nin Kuyil nadham aa Kaatil Muzangi
Malavedan Aa Pattu Kettu
Thedi Vannu Oru Ambu Thoduthu
Pappum Pudem Parichu Chattilaki
Uppum Mulakum cherthu kachi
Nanananananana
Nanananananana...

Thangakudamale....

Nee en Kanavale
Nee en Ninnavale
Oro Nokilum Puthusworgam
tharum Nee en kannakanmaniyale
Ente thangakudamalee....

Manasu Maduthe(Malayalam Poem)

MANASU MADUTHE
ENIKI JEEVITHAM MADUTHE
KANAVILELAM
PARIBAVAM THANEYALE
MANASU MADUTHE MANASU ..
KAZAPUKERIYAL NJAN
VERUM KUDIYANALE
KODICHIPATIDE VELLA
POLUM ENIKU ILLE
PARANJU NADAKAN
ORU PENUMILLE
BULLETILLA ENIK BMWILA
CASHUMILA SWIPE CHEYAN
CARDUMILLA
DARIDRANANE NJAN VERUM
DARIDRANANE....
MANASU MADUTHE ENIK
JEEVITHAM MADUTHE..

Demon

Time:09:00 pm
Place:A Haunted Mental Asylum
A group of Patients were chained to trees by some Wardens.The Patients were crying.Two people entered the Scene.One  was a doctor and the other one was a Bussinessman.They both Smiled wickedly.
Doctor:Lets be fast.we have not so much time.
Busm(anxiously):will this workout.?
Doctor:Ha Ha.No one will raise their voice for this Guinea Pigs.Even the Locals hate them.Their families Left them because they Lost hope in this Dirty Devils.This people are cursed my friend.They dont  deserve to live.
Busm:what if there will be a Investigation.
Doctor:The Cops are busy with finding solutions to the Problems of general Society.They will only try to conceal this.

The Wardens Signaled that the Chaining was completed.The Doctor signaled them to Leave the area.He moved near a "vaikol kunna" and Burned his Lighter to Smoke.He inhaled some Smoke and Dropped it to ground.They Left the Place.

The Cigarette burned the Trees caught fire.The hundreads mental patients chained to the trees burned to death.

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Brave Heart(Poem)

The Long brave Journey
that i went through
With stones steeps,slopes
And Sparkling Diamonds
When you Look at back
through the time
You will Understand
that you are all alone
when you start to praise
yout self for the Distances
When u start to Accept
that u have a Brave Heart..

Be A Snail(Poem)

Everyday I think of a Snail
who was walking through Long Distances
Everyday i was like that Snail
who walking through the Long Sideways
Just think of the Snail
And take the Leap
You will reach ur path on Time
Just Hope for a Day
where u will be back on Line
For the Endless Run for Life
Hope for that Day
Be a Snail...
Hope for that Day
Be a Snail..

THE OLD MAN(Short Story)

The Old Man
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It was Taken from one of my Life events.It was one Friday.As Friday was meant for fun.My friends planned to get drunk.One of my friend had a Bullet showroom.We Planned to join there at Night.

As usual we came there by night.But what we saw there was an Old man Lieing there.He was drunk.He was Lieing there and No one has bothered abt him.I also dont try to Look there.We had our drink and enjoyments.

After Sometimes,My Shopkeeper friend Doubted wheather the old man was a thief.He said that Recently there was a Robbery happened in a nearby Jewellary shop near Bus stand.He doubted him and decided to report to the Other Shoppers and his friends nearby.
Time Passed and then a Group of People arrived they were all Matured.They had a Video of the Robbery which was taken in Cctv footage.I asked him for the Video and He gave it to me.It was a oldman trying to rob something.He was not raising his head.So it was Unclear that it was the old man lieing there. 
But i was happened to see that The Man in the Video had a Handtie.A red one.Similar one was foumded in the Old man lieing there.Our doubts began to become stronger.

We planned to Make the old man Awake.We Poured Cold water in his head.We all began to Shout Bad words at him.Atlast he opened his eyes.he was so much drunk and was not able to figure out what was going there.A Strong man from our group asked him where he came from.He dont said anything.He slapped him.The old man in pain said he was homeless.I was also angry at him.we all smiled that he was saying lie.Another Man from our group asked him what was his job.The Old man said he was a Trumpeter at Local Temple.We teased him Like."A trumpeter at a morning and Thief at Night".The old man was shocked and said he was not a thief.He said because he has no family.He sometime get drunk and Sleep in Front of Closed Shopes at night.

At this time we shown him the Video.the old man saw the Video.He with no emotion in his face said that It was not him.I Pointed then how the Red tie was in ur hand.The old man kept silent.Everyone began to shout at him.Thief,Thief!.One of us had gone to call the Police.

We again Poured Cold water in his Head.Continued our torturimg.One of us asked him then why you came to The shops after getting drunk.The old man said Sorry it was all my fault,i wouldnot have came here.This raged him he slapped at the old mans eyes.The old man cried in pain.His eyes became red.We asked him to stop beating.

Time passed.I felt Pity for him.I came near to him.and said "if u take it,why dont u tell them at first they will not have beaten you if u told the Truth.".The old man said He was telling the truth.He repeated that He was Homeless and He has no familly and started to cry.

Police came and took him to station.we all left the area in relief that the thief has been foundout.

After Someday at home.I was reading Newspaper and happened to see a Heading.It was Like this."Theif in Disguise has been caught".I goes in to detail.

It says a thief has been caught who was a North Indian.He was 54 years old and disguised as a Malayali to steal Shops.He was responzible for frequent Robberies Recently.I was Shocked that then who was that Old man?.Was he Innocent?!

I grieved for Beating him assaulting him in that night.All things that old man was Saying at that Night was True...

I started walking through the Streets find that Old man and say Sorry.I came near a Cigarrete Shop and there he was.He was Smoking there.He was alone.I took a rs 500 note from my purse to give to him and say soory.The Old man never accrpted My Money.He smiled at me and said"I am homeless,I have no familly,I am a drunkard,But i will not steal anything..."
He slowly walked away,smoking his cigarette.while walking he repeated.
"I AM HOMELESS,I HAVE NO FAMILY,BUT I AM NOT A THIEF"

*END*

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A Handsketch of the Most Beautyfull Lady i had ever seen...

Shanthi..An Emotional Journey..

it is a story abt an old rich bussiness  man Viswam   and his depression.The story takes place in the year 2043.Viswam was a wealthy man but he was so much frustrated with his life.he was living alone.Vishwams wife Dia left him because of his bad behaviour to his son.Vishwam started taking treatment from a therapist to cure his mental stigma.

One day Vishwam saw a bad dream during sleep."He first saw an image of a beautyfull  girl smiling at him.she was very young and she keep staring at him then it shifted to an unknown place.he saw bullies all around him,shouting bad words.a bully was smiling at him with pity. suddennly he saw a deadbody which is unknown its face was sad."vishwam suddenly woke from his dream in panic and goes to hospital.Viswam explained the dream he saw ti His doctor Tovino.
Tovino suggested that this dream has
something to do with vishwams prolonged depression.Tovino explained to vishwam that Vishwams condition was due to the grief of Lost time.The small girl in the dream must be a representation of lost love Vishwam had in his early life.
.when taking vishwams life as three stages vishwams adoloscense was the triggering stage of the depression which consequently grown to full form later.They together started to findout a way to cure viswams grief of Lost time.

Time Machine

Tovino has suggested vishwam the use of a most advanced russian made Time machine like device which allow thought travel.Thought travel is a new concept born from Tovinos former Psycology Professor at Harvard University.

Thought travel was a very dangerous process.Sometimes the Person undergoing thought travel cannot come back to Normal life.One of its deficiency is that man using it cant comeback to life only after experiancing a thought stop or a cure.In psycological context "the root reason behind depression".There was only one man who had undergone this process and he never returned back.
.Tovino said vishwam that if he will be able to enjoy his past he can enjoy a happy future.After So many discussions vishwam showed great interst to thought travel.
Vishwam undergoes thought travel in a machine.Tovino hypnotized Vishwam to bring back his adoloscense memories.Vishwam slowly lost his consiousness and his thought has gone to his Adoloscense.
Adoloscense

Vishwam was shocked to findout himself sitting in a classroom.It was like Lost in a thoight and forgets who i am,then at next instant we are a different person.A teacher asked vishwam abt the material that give green pigmentation to leaves.Vishwam easily said that.Vishwam began searching for his reason for sadness.Vishwams high knowledge in Mathematics and physics make him a top student in class.One day while sitting inside class during an interval.He saw a girl staring at him.He followed her Consequently,  Vishwam understand it was his lost love Tara .Vishwam developed a love for her.But then the Fear of Rejection arises.Viswam findout that his fear has lead to repression of his love in first place.Vishwam with new mindset expressed his attitude to tara.He asked tara wher she loves him honestly.Tara said she had pure love for him.Vishwam began to develop an affair with Tara.Tara was but infact a flirt.when her parents told her to stop this relationship,she stopped talking to vishwam.Vishwam finally understood that Taras love was just infatuation and not real or true.By this understanding he experiance a release of  emotions that he hold longer.By releasing his emotion he experianced a "thought shift".
College Life
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Vishwam wakeup from a call by a girl.she asked Vishwam to dont sit near to her as she had manh things to study.he is seen observing her assets. Because of her bad impression abt girls he cant talk to a girl he dont have a girlfriend.he solely observes himself.while reliving the college life he founds that most of the people around him are happy and they have lovers but he is the one who lives  with frustration.Nobody looks at him,nobody talks to him he is stereotyped as a selfish one.he decided to recreate that period of life in different way.
In viswams original life he wasted his college life by living like a snell in its shell.he has strong grief inside him because he was not able to express his love to his college crush mia. he was so jealous of one of his colleque "Bala" who bullied him and was the boyfriend of his secret crush.Due to his fear during that time he was unable to express his internal desires.
He began to undergo a process of self exploration by taking surveys from his friends .he was sadened by understanding the fact that most of the people dont like his behaviour.
He decided to recreate the events by learning to be "himself".viswam figured out that when he was young he always boast about the chaos he will make in his teenage.viswams concept was "chaos create fame".viswam tried to express his attitude to his seniors through his words. viswam wrote bad things about his seniors in classroom walls and benches.he gets into fights with the king bala and corageously fighted back.viswam argued with his friends, teachers about his ideas of freedom.Slowly his colleques try to understand and accept his ideas.Viswam built up a huge followers.he became the charismatic guy in the college.This makes the bala in rage.The college has organized industrial visit to hampi.There viswam happen to meet his crush mia.slowly they became friends.Mia told she dont like Bala.Even though bala was bold he was not all clever.Mia proposed viswam during their iv.she told him that she was a huge fan of him.she argued they both have same ideas of life and they are made for each other.Bala warned viswam that if he unite with his girlfriend he will kill him.
On the graduation day the viswam planned to kiss mia infront of whole college.It was actually mias plan to show the bala and his bad ass friends a Lesson.During the graduation day Mia announced his secret affair to whole college.she invite viswam to stage to give the whole college a surprise.When mia turned to kiss him Suddenly viswam was triggered by his memories of his child and his beloved wife.he turned back and said "I  dont think this was real love".Mia was shocked.When he began to leave mia felt strong grief.she confessed it was all a plan.and told to his teachers that it was all a plan..when going out of the college he again felt a thought shift by releasing his anxieties of life.

Fathet-Son Relationship

Vishwam began the journey deeper, deeper means strong emotions he need to face and strong secrets he tried to hide from his mind.when vishwam goes deeper through time he finds himself in his home. Vishwam dont understand why he was placed in such a time .when he look at the calender,he finds out that it is day that his father is going to be dead.
In his real life vishwam hated his father so much.when his father got liver zerosis,he ignored him and never cares him.Vishwam dont even helped or touched him in affection in his life.After when his father has dead he grieved everyday thinking abt his bad attitude to his father.
He understands that his repressed father son relationship was the main cause of his depression and On that final day he go a walk out with his father forgiving him for every bad things he did and telling that he loves him the most and at that night his father died and when looking at his fathers dead body he observed his father face was smiling which is the opposite of the last image he saw in his dreamat first.He experianced the "thought cure" breaked the depression chain and comeback to real life.

Vishwam also understands that it was his jealosy of bully turned into the love for his crush and finally comes to the fact he and his wife were really "made for each other" he reunites with his wife and his son and lead a happy life...