Sadness Persisting

Today i saw a Girl and a Boy sitting inside a Juice shop and from looking at them i understand that they were both from some school or college. I felt so sad that the guy was Subjected to manipulation by that girl it was sure that such a beautyfull girl will never marry such a BOY. He was dark complexioned and they bpth were having great time (i think so) i felt some jealousy over them at the same time some pity. They both are wasting their time foe nothing in anyway they will breakup soon.
I became sad also like that boy is spenting so mich Money on that girl. I though will ever there will be a Girl who spent money for a Boy?  They even accept that fact that they will never spent money for man but still they demand true love from boys. So if it was unconditional love for boys by them then why cant they pay the Bills.?
You know if there is anything in this world that disobey the law of respect and love then that is girls you see.
They never give love in materialistic form like they itself is Love Isntit?  (I am actually smiling at this fact). As a man who have never ever has been loved by anyone in my whole life i actually felt so confused by this ideas.
So what is that make women symbol of love. Because of her Body?
Or her ability to spread Love?
Or is women the one who found love in the world were all the men doesnot know what love is for all the ages?
I have been destroyed by girls throughout my life just because iwas shy when i was small and i was broken when i was old.

See i believe the god is against men population this days, like we men are actually destied to suffer the pain of Isolation. Like we just were destines to sit back and see the Whole game not one time but two or three times and cannot participate init.
Just because time goes i am becoming old. Needless to say i prefer death better than just hoping for a future because this is too much..
Even thoug tommarow is if i get a very great life i will never forget the large part of my life ruined by Peoples of opposite sex.

Hope is a dangerous thing Hope makes a man crazy.
I had told her i have problems i was broken so hard that i cant suffer another one i humblest way possible.
I told her, i cant, its so painfull inside still..
The pain of Just getting destroyed even though you are destroyed is very high.

Who knows?
Here i am just looking at a world which was Bring up by the blood of us. We were the prey not ourseniors or our juniors we were the Prey.
And that was destiny. Even though time fades away everything became normal no one will forget that there was A large no of guys like me who given their life for the upliftment of women.