Destroyed Menhood

Its a truth that Childhood traumas lead to Mental problems in Adult Life. As a matter of fact Boys who were emotionally Broken because of Love failures in their childhood will try to develop a Denial or Pity towards girls in their Teenage and what happens is when in teenage also they felt a Emotional Break because of Women tryong to Disgrace him again. So Its like Men get continually Broken unless he changes or drops his masculinty and high status image to the ground and Surrender to some women. Just because of the fact that she is women. I dont get this idea why would someone need to surrended infront of a women to Get into love.?  Why is it like that?
I had heard of Shit teating by Ladies for Testing guys that wheather they have potential to be a Provider. The surrendering process is sonething similar to that one of the game that women play to test young guys.
I have now shit tested two times in my Life By girls you know.
I strongly opposed it two times also like i dont care, i gone to my friends for escape and Gone to trips and Gone to gym and All. Also i smoked cigarettes, its like i had did a mixture of positive and negative things during this Time.
I hated this bluepill world and when i see outside i see men who were treated as shit from their childhood were continuosly being treated like shit into their adulthood and then to their Old age.
Living like a Man, who has not Like to Love by condition is really poor. You know women afe  a source of creatovity and thats why women are part of many succeses. But thats not thw cawe alwayd or in new time. Women just act like psychos to all man. They just try to gain negative attention feom males that our hate is their strength, like even if we hate them they feed on that.
Just dont hate them or like them we need. To come to a state to ignore their existence waiting for that time to come..