Goal in Life

You see I had Some new Goals in My Life, Some of them are make some Money, Study Life, Detach from Comforts, Overcome Dysfunctional Relationships, and the Most Important of all "DONT BE IDLE". I am Constantly Manipulated by a List of Institutions around me including my Friends, Family and Predators.Yesterday I got a Suggestion from my College friend that I am wasting My Money in Btech. That I had invested like 3. 2 Lakhs and that bitch is Saying How can I earn that much Money by Working?  I felt strong Anger and I showed that too by calling Abusive words to his mother. He needs a Mf word to be honest, He wqs manipulating me into taking decisions for a Long time. Such a Poison.
Then Secondly I got Some Indirect Attack from Predators Like my Local Friends. A Narcisstic friend that was my exfriend actually trying Hard to show that They are Enjoying there.I was actually not able to React to that in any form but i am Glad i also called abusive words abt him to one of his C sucker. I am Glad about that.
Then Whenever I try to Post a Motivational Status People come Flying around involving my New Friends, I hate that i must have called him the MF word for sure But because he was with me I am Little bit Concerned.
All this thing i Said above was to show that If we Have a Goal only then we Survive.I Was Completely mentally Blind and Weak for the Last 4 Years in College being codependent with Friends,Entering a Abusive Relationship and Getting into fights with Random Guys.ALL THIS WAS BECAUSE I DONT CHOOSE TO BE THERE AT FIRST PLACE.It was my Parents Decision to Get me there.I was then also Struggling to skip College and Study Life,And Hardships and Money Making Tactics.It was who i am.NOTHING CAN CHANGE MY MIND AND ME.
If i want to Just waste my Life Counting the No of Leavea in a Tree I will do IT.Atleast While i m breathing the last breath i can say it was my WANT.
I may die or I may feel Fear, All this are Just my emotions against me.That is not Reality.
My Reality is Shaped by My Destiny.
Be Cool Do the things with the help of others,and Help others also Back.Be of Service to others,and believe Karma is a Bitch and save Yourself from being Abusive to Sick,weak Peoplea around me Trying to change them will never happen.
Also dont forget to Set Boundaries with Abusive People,If they hurt u in anyway just show them through the Emotion anger,detach with them be silent and stern.