Goal in Life

You see I had Some new Goals in My Life, Some of them are make some Money, Study Life, Detach from Comforts, Overcome Dysfunctional Relationships, and the Most Important of all "DONT BE IDLE". I am Constantly Manipulated by a List of Institutions around me including my Friends, Family and Predators.Yesterday I got a Suggestion from my College friend that I am wasting My Money in Btech. That I had invested like 3. 2 Lakhs and that bitch is Saying How can I earn that much Money by Working?  I felt strong Anger and I showed that too by calling Abusive words to his mother. He needs a Mf word to be honest, He wqs manipulating me into taking decisions for a Long time. Such a Poison.
Then Secondly I got Some Indirect Attack from Predators Like my Local Friends. A Narcisstic friend that was my exfriend actually trying Hard to show that They are Enjoying there.I was actually not able to React to that in any form but i am Glad i also called abusive words abt him to one of his C sucker. I am Glad about that.
Then Whenever I try to Post a Motivational Status People come Flying around involving my New Friends, I hate that i must have called him the MF word for sure But because he was with me I am Little bit Concerned.
All this thing i Said above was to show that If we Have a Goal only then we Survive.I Was Completely mentally Blind and Weak for the Last 4 Years in College being codependent with Friends,Entering a Abusive Relationship and Getting into fights with Random Guys.ALL THIS WAS BECAUSE I DONT CHOOSE TO BE THERE AT FIRST PLACE.It was my Parents Decision to Get me there.I was then also Struggling to skip College and Study Life,And Hardships and Money Making Tactics.It was who i am.NOTHING CAN CHANGE MY MIND AND ME.
If i want to Just waste my Life Counting the No of Leavea in a Tree I will do IT.Atleast While i m breathing the last breath i can say it was my WANT.
I may die or I may feel Fear, All this are Just my emotions against me.That is not Reality.
My Reality is Shaped by My Destiny.
Be Cool Do the things with the help of others,and Help others also Back.Be of Service to others,and believe Karma is a Bitch and save Yourself from being Abusive to Sick,weak Peoplea around me Trying to change them will never happen.
Also dont forget to Set Boundaries with Abusive People,If they hurt u in anyway just show them through the Emotion anger,detach with them be silent and stern.

Celibacy Is Going to Start

To  every People Out there, I am Announcing i am going to Practise Brahmacharya for Next 6 Months. I knownit is Possible, It is Possible and I can Definitely do that. Some of the Sober Actions i take to maintain my Celibacy are
Going to a Place where i can meet My Higher Power in this Case A Temple, daily at least one time and Pray About my Difficulties in Living this Materialistic World.
I will Listen to Devotional Songs of my Higher Power in my case it Ayappa Songs.
I must Develop Humilty in a Daily manner, Even if Anyone tease me for going to temple i will not listen to them.
I must Bath regularly to goto Temple.
I will never look at any image of a Girl in a Sexual manner.
I will always read Spiritual literature in a daily fashion to Keeps me motivated.

Feminism inside youtube And demise of guys

You know youube is filled with feminists and all, who were constantly having strong opinions about World. They have achieved great positions in many countries like some countries are even ran by feminists. Like sweden and all. Also brits. Ladies. Who have very high level of Their om feminist views abt world. They say that muslim invasion was brcause of males and also when taking every factor in hand they took the reason is male. I tjink this is a hidden agenda among feminists to try to Disgrace, shame and deteriorate the vigoir and self esteem of every male in the whole world by their speech. It can sometime called as verbal diarrhea, you see, you are just disgracing, controling male in every words you speak, back in olden days one men need to only suffer the nagging of his wife, but in this era he needs to suffer the nagging of millions of womens inside internet.
The internet especially social media in which you van go through lots of accounts in one click you can see the shit characters of lots of womens.
Most of the time i feel i lost control of this world as a Man. Each time the women are goving such a notion.
That they rule the world, they rule the houses, when going out they rule the roads, they rule the shoppin malls, they rule the college buses, they rule the film theatres, they rule even politics thry started to get in u see.
The demise of guys as said by philip zimbardo is happening now we need to accept it,
all the males sit inside homes in their comfort zones plaging videogames, and seeing pornography and all those entertainment stuffs that internet is providing.
Nibody seeks anything its all preprocessed and forced o them.
Its like the internet decides what is needed for a malre. The mobile usahe has striked a High rate in 2019 and i think if this condition persists by 2025 every males will be more than a female, you know completely useless to do anything, lazy with their joonts and muscles canno t move freely and lost all self esteem because u know destroyed their General physique becaise of sitting and sleeping with phone.

The Generation of Psychos

There is a new generation of Psychologically Imbalanced Man are forming in the Substratum. This Psycologically Imbalanced young guys posess a great threat to the community as they werw frustrated by the Bluepill world and comes out of Frustration from bad life experiances and relationship failures by Feminist girls in their childhood. So to be frank recognizing them is a major breakthrough of the 20s men and making tgem stay groubded and heal from their miseries need to be taken seriously by those, 20s guys.
The psychic girls of their age group has just over ruled all the limitation and gender roles. Girls talking to almost eberybody and  random guys husbands and all are their direct rage towards society norms and gender roles. They just sarcastically tease everything outside yhere and starting to gain maximum negative attention and the bad girl figure.
Blue pill world is dead or are no more man need to gain wisdom from nofap streaks and mgtow movements o ly then men can reclaim his masculinity else menhood just get more and more Fragile.
We are stopping pornography not to Marry or attract girls, we are stopping porn becaysr we need freedom from misert, we need to revert all the bad copong mechanism that wr had studied in our childhood to cope with stress.
Pornography is a easy coping mechanism that boys use to relieve from trauma anf thats why it is very hard to comeout of ot. Most of s cant even imagine a life withoit it. Such was the addiction.
We are going mgtow not to get gitls but to understand and practise self dependwncy and to fight against codependency and feminism.

Destroyed Menhood

Its a truth that Childhood traumas lead to Mental problems in Adult Life. As a matter of fact Boys who were emotionally Broken because of Love failures in their childhood will try to develop a Denial or Pity towards girls in their Teenage and what happens is when in teenage also they felt a Emotional Break because of Women tryong to Disgrace him again. So Its like Men get continually Broken unless he changes or drops his masculinty and high status image to the ground and Surrender to some women. Just because of the fact that she is women. I dont get this idea why would someone need to surrended infront of a women to Get into love.?  Why is it like that?
I had heard of Shit teating by Ladies for Testing guys that wheather they have potential to be a Provider. The surrendering process is sonething similar to that one of the game that women play to test young guys.
I have now shit tested two times in my Life By girls you know.
I strongly opposed it two times also like i dont care, i gone to my friends for escape and Gone to trips and Gone to gym and All. Also i smoked cigarettes, its like i had did a mixture of positive and negative things during this Time.
I hated this bluepill world and when i see outside i see men who were treated as shit from their childhood were continuosly being treated like shit into their adulthood and then to their Old age.
Living like a Man, who has not Like to Love by condition is really poor. You know women afe  a source of creatovity and thats why women are part of many succeses. But thats not thw cawe alwayd or in new time. Women just act like psychos to all man. They just try to gain negative attention feom males that our hate is their strength, like even if we hate them they feed on that.
Just dont hate them or like them we need. To come to a state to ignore their existence waiting for that time to come..

Attraction between age groups

You see whenever i go outside and take my place to read a Book or something, i see old women like womens aging 20-30
Are tryingg come near me and emitate and look at what i am reading. This always happens in library, they just came there to see some dicks, the old womens are sexually frustrated from their husbands or maybe they are hypergamous so they want some better peoples than their hus so when they see some active, good looking, intellectual guy they startbto create a sexual tension. In my case in my collegebalso there was this teacher whonwas married and she belongs to our caste and u know she always looks at me all the time. Like she likes looking at me, she tries to imply that she has something to talk to me and want me to talk to her. But i will never because i know womens nature of betrayal and destruction and slavery.
I understand they want sex from me a white skinned guy like me would. Be very attractive to all yellowish, brownish ladies out there.. I am sure.
I am attractive to girls which are white like snow, because i was tall and whitei was not just have good skin color also i am tall and with good posture and good smile thats enough for any girl to fall in me.
But you know girls are cheap thrills, like u go behind them, you win their mind for some time you get something and thats it, itsbover, she will go away and she will get followed by the next guy that will provide her.
So my basic aim was to that hate must be universal, a hate that is only directed to my present gen is not working or practocal if u hate women hate her fully. Hate the mother, hate the teachers, hate the old women, hate the oldest womens, hate the small girl childrens who were all beought up with a notion that man were rapists, i had seen yesterdya that one mother took her girl away from me in a Ferfull approach like she is Indirectly teaching her child i am a potentisl rapist. This hidden  feminist botches inside our community is sowing seeeds of manhate.
Nowadays feminsit as wll as girls understand that they were all helped by males in the form of fathers and all and their life was like this largely becaud of them. So they again started to praise men and return to old mind games to get one.

Also the young ladies started to mix some little bit womenly appriach to their bitch attitude to get the masala more attractove you know. So that another prey will fall foe her trap.
You see they constantly change tactics and personality, looks and hairstyles and all.
Beware of Ladies in this world or womens, their hidden mind games ever changing predator tactics will never leave them. They wil continue to attraact as large as preys to their cunts til all man must lear their behaviour, nowadays youube and all has gicing glimpse to their behaviours.

I hate my mother for not giving silent life to my father
i hate all the girls that i had seen in my life because they wete all loved me based on conditions both scaria and yegnesg they both loved me based on conditions that if only i provide them with security and safety they will return the love. They dont love me they love the bemefits of living as a man you see.
I hate the teaches whobconstantly manipulate me with their bitching gazes and mindgames that they play on young boys. I hate the cousin ladies who just tries to share the Motherfucking depletion attotude of girls out there, their monkeybranching behaviour and gold digging behaviour.
I hate all the simpsnthat validates womens concept of conditional love. I am thinling eve a dog gets Unconditional love in this society more than a 24*7 working prodictive man.

Feminism inside bus

It was a common happening today also i experianced indifference while traveliing in bus, most of the men seats were taken out by women. Because i was a amle i got triggered as you know i dont get enough respect as man. I hate the women because they dont love or respect man and 80 percent of them are menhaters.
I saw women with great energy in them trying ro comquer man, they are using all their enegies to conquer man and his properties and power.
As a young man i feel so disgrace, because the demise of guys has led to such  a situation. Where i saw a large no of yoith unable to react to anything, not able to react evem tooladies that much fear is instilled in young guys. You know the emotional block and numbness the youth of Men experiancong in 2019 exceeds all.
By just making their bodies an instrument of pleasure men has just disgraced his natural Masculintty and growth and things that made him attractive and powerfull in society.
Most of youth including me are lethargic, exhausted, depressed and unguided as well as addicted and codependent with low self esteem.
What happened to the guys?
Personally i had gone to a level i had even died for a Girl who doesnt even love me. Who teased me during my worst time. While i was cryi g for love she just give me hope jsut to make me a clown infro t of life. Yeah i just want to die becayae i know even god doesnf want me to live such a worthless creature i am.
Have no use to anything. Have no life or anything. I became to that level so i decide to poison me with Some herbal supplementa like 5 htp and now i am experiancing Heavy withdrawal symptoms. Destroed my body, my Legs and my muscles. And bones strength. I just misused my body how can someonw who diagrace his body everyday with masturbation an dpornigeaphy doesnot come to a level that he medicates it with poison.
Also today i decided to just do serenity prayer to take my mind away from lust and sexual tension and amger towarda women.You see when they rebel i became angry and thats why i gointo obsessions and depression.If i pray and come to presence then i dont need to worrg abt them.i dont need anything from opposite sex,i dont objectify them or materialize them,also i keep this personality in outside as well as inside as i know i cant fake, i will try to control my sexual desire til my death..