Trip to Ooty..

Beginning-Day 1
Ootyppattanam kettypattanam
chinnavada eey shinkapattanam
..
varikalil thudangunna pattanu athyam orma varunne.nalla excitement und avde valya thanupannokeyanu kettath.Entharo Entho

Pancharapal patathi

pvam pavam patathi
kashilathoru pattathi
kandal chinn
chumma karangi nadakum
enne kandal kondi
kannonu thurichal karayum
kannaodichal theliyum
ente hridaythil gopuramelam thalli udechu monchathi
ente Manasile athitukelalm kattay parqthi
vanchathi
panchara pal patathi
kalpathikari kari patathi
mayiladumkuninnivannethi
kuyilattamadum patathi

The rescue mission of Okhi survivors

5 peoples were rescued from sea 44 km away from land near tamil nadu.Johnson,muthappan,sheeluvayan,balaskar.one of them died in the sea.sebastian was taken away by the sea waves.The marvellous struggle of the 5 peoples were greater tgan cinematic scenes.they fighted against big waves.holding onto things they have.they went fishing on 29th and when the rain became jeavy they had decided to come back but the high tides caused by the okhi hurricane made them trapped in the mid sea.the survivors told they hadnt witnessed such Dangerous situations in ther life before.after some time of heavy rain and wind the boat fall upside down.the survivors holded on to the boat  and stayed in the sea.They tried to call many Ships passed that way but none responded.they became so thirsty they tried to drink rain water but their thirstiness dont ended.they ttied to drink yhe salt water and omited .their body became weak and they started to thunk they will die but very fortunately one rescue helicoptrr came to the sea next day and they were rescued.Their survivalhas the potential to become  fantastic story to many plots.

Kumari Song

the song is avout the frustration of a Poor boy who cant get a girl in his life.He dont atleast have an image of that queen in his mind.so he simply wandering around the toen(ernakulam) in search of kumari but he was unable to findone and he reapizes about the harsh situations of the society of girls goinh behind rich boys and all..
Kumaaariii...
kannil kathum kumariiiii
kumariiii
kannorethtum kumariiii
kumariiiii
payumpulikal odum naatil
peppatikal kadikum naatil
pidakozikal koovum naatil
ee kozhiki sthanamilla
kumariiiiiii
nee kannil kathum kumari
(kuma kuma dj mix)kumariiiii
nenchorothathetum kumari
(some dance steps)

First Leap in feminity

A land of god which has not yet seen any executions of murderers has first witnessed a cout order for Execution for Rape.Amirool islam was sentenced to Death by High court because of his Aninal instincts and for giving the coming generationa lesson about Women Rights.
It was a nive order no problem with that.But i see a Hidden progress of Feminity in this Court decision.The Protests by the Women Population.

Aval poyi(sad song)

synopsis
this song came to my mind after a breakup a long heartbreak,a change of character.she decided to leave me.leave me alone...i am singing this with all frustrations i havr about things that i can never get inthis world,like a happy,rich entertained life like all girls including her wish and not being able to meet up to her expectation.the only happiness i had was i was able to made it to 1 year fighting all odds then my motivation gone,i became hopeleas paths became faded.there is no future i see..

Oru poori (offensive) vannu aval poyyyy
Swopnangal thanu aval poyy
sopnangalelam madupayi
agrahangaleam verupayy.
Kannathirikan sramikam
inumnalem kadakam
ottakiparakan padikam
kanatha theeram thandidam
ennalum nee orkedi poori
elllam ninaaaakaaaaayyy...(crying)..

Car Accident that Shooked the Public

A Car has been Drowned to water and 4 Students were died in the water.One of the Passenger Escaped from the car astonishingly.The car fell into the water upside down and within seconds after the fall water has entered the car and filled the car within a matter of time.

Amal Vinayaks Succes plan

I have some new revelations i somehow foundout a way to suceed in any plansvor any goals given the goal is realistic and is supportive or are done by some people,existent and also that given you are commited and u placed that imahe inside ur mind and u had a reason..then tgis is jt

first u try some intial way to stop it(no matter how foolish it is its just initial start u will fail anyway but dont be sad)
after the first fail u get some idea about what u r into..
then get some support to share about similar failures,tips,tricks and motivation.(online forums,support grouos in fb,whatsapp groups)
always track failures and small succese dont allow mind to forget its succeses.
slowly u had developed a Thread a mind thread to workon.Like ucr inside some sort of cycle fail-rebound cycle.u will fail stand again,fail stand again,fail stand again and failing become a habbit.
also be sure to keep tracj of thoughts also as it becane the stepping stone in the ladt stage.
after repeated failure for long time u feel demotivated demotivatrd agin and u will thunk about all failures that happened in ur life and u will come in a stage that u think ur mind itself resist to ur succeses and u r a loser whatever u plan or think..
this stage can come out as a burstout.like a flood of emotions.all ur failures come to ur mind.u became irritated like whatever uvtry u fail.
Then u spot the resistance inur mind or the emotional block.The bubble.that blocks u from away.that is the transformation.u get high emotion energy and u will get a perfect control over ur goal.and things start to fall bt on ur side..
this is the first step of succes..and ur goal is reached...and ita time to expand ur goals to meet new.

Long Happiness comes after Long Hardwork.

Slowly the emotion comes into play you start to realise how powerless you are and all those wishes you had were just dreams.,that's the starting of all things.
You are being affected by your dream.

Always Try to Stay out of the Stress of hard work by giving long breaks for refreshment.

Bharatiya Concept of Succes

The Different Type of Yogi's
--------------------+-+-+--+-+-+-+--+
Jnana Yogi,Karma Yogi,Isha yogi are the different type of Yogis.Yogi means man who attained Spiritual Realisation,that is the man who came into touch with the Atman.
A Man can attain spiritual Realisation through karna,bhakti or Jnana.its a popular misconcept in The presosent generation that a Large part of the Population think,one can attain Highness through jnana,other part thinks one can only attain Highness througj karma very very less people will go in the path of isha or devotion or emotion in the path of self realization.
According to my understanding,everybody is unique ans everybodys Brain Chemistry is also Unique,When a Man says he cant achieve succes it means his path to sicces is wrong.Maybe he can achieve emotional realsisation more than he can with Realization through karma.

Some people cry infront of god,they were so much affected by the Extreme materialistic world around them.While some people put a firm feet on the ground and conquer through the extremities this are the karmayogis.
Devotional yogis are always mentaly weak and they are taken forward by the purity of mind.They cant go easily through the extremities.So i think i am a type of Very Silly person.And my path to self realization is the devotional way.i got sad or irritated or has very small temper.
I get angry or sad soo suddenly.I get irritatef suddenly.and much more i am so much controlled by my emotions and not My brain.
My realization is my emotional energy.

Top Movie Characters of Malayalam Cinema

1.Suryanarayana Iyer (Iyer thr Great)
A powerfull character which the Protogonist of Iyer the great.A very Religious man who had high Intellectual capacities.He was Later affected by Pschosis and began to experiance visions and able to predict Accidents and his own death.A Marvellous character from thr Pen of Malayatoor Ramakrishnan.
2.Sagar Alias Jacky (irupatham nootandu)
An underworld King who was Cunning and Have everything under his control.That is what sagar alias jacky is.Medias,Government,Police forces fear him because of his charisma and underworld connections.A marvellous character Penned by Sn Swamy.
3.Sethuramiyer (Oru cbi diary kurup)
A great Intellectual character who has keen observafion and problem solving skills.A character which was inspired from real characters.Very Matvellouslg played by Mamooty with his gesturrs and all wgich makes it a cult character.

Story of a Chetan

He was a nice chettan. Means he is looking goof,, he has nice manners, he has no bad intentions, just straight forward. He is a devotee of hinduism. He is from a very good Nair family. he has education, he is self sustainable. He was soo nice..
But the problem is his first wife left him and Gone to somewhere with Someone. It is said that the first wife speaked very bad languages in their house. Always degrading the chettans Masulinity. She yells everyday "nee ok oru annanoda..? ". This thing is so racial. Girls complaining abt the Boys Power and degrading his gender. The old generation boys was not witnessed to such bad Verbal abuses. The problem with new generation boys is that they arr being So nice in their personality. They are soft hearted. Soft minds. They are thr boys that wish for a happy married life. They are the Boys hat wish for a peacefull life with no conflicts no verbal abuse or anykind. They think with the Knowledge they have they can live such a life. When they give respect to girls and actso nicely they wil be loved and treated good. Such boys,(a majoriyy in new generation) will face many problems.
Their concept is Distorted or Unreal. They work hard everyday to be so nice but everything ends up in vain. They dont smoked cigarettes or done anything. Thry just like to be treated like girls so smmothly and so softly because they cant handle anymore problems or traumas. So they just be nice..

The chettan i told in this story is an excellant example and Representation of modern geneation Nice Boys. Robert glovers book "No more Mr Nice Guy" says and discuss this problem that affected the generations by programming from mothers to be nice and gentle.
The main problem is that girls love this men at first. They like gentle mans. This nice guys have a very good friend circle. Like in fb and all they are liked by everyone. Techers and all love them. But in life thee are lot of conflicts. Being a nice guy is not a soution.
BE A MAN NOT A 'NICE' MAN..

Everyone is Hurt

My behaviout with everyone is changing.i became irritated to everyone.i am just being friendly but all they persecute me like ceasar was persecuted by his senators.
I was just being funny many of the most of them carry grudges in their mind.they ought to take revenges.They are having fake smiles to hide the truth.They are just closing their own mental door and keep a shut door to themselves.
Everyone dont like me teasing them yes i am sometines being trying to put off my pressure through my words but that dont mean to hurt anyone i just need to communicate isnt it.?
like everyone Tease me. to say that i will not do that i will not do this.i have no Skills.they try to create stories behind my back.
they can do that.
everyone is hurt really,they are all hurt and bored like hell.they cant take in anymore Criticisation.
they get sad quickly.they have feelings.
i need to study how to not affect others and carry out my own bussiness.
everyone is insecure and most of them dont like others peeping into their life they are themselves Insecure.

I just play with limits because when they break the limits only i can start my game.
when i was so much away from therapy i can
concentrate on myself and let not Spread through others.
Everyone said my mouth is a burden to them.They are forcing and they are Humiliating.
I was just this..and whoever that tries to prove other way or dominate me is trying to prove that i dont exist.

True Notion of Antifeminity

So The one i loved so much,respected so much came to tell me that "Strengths are those that has to be displayed and No point in hiding them and let the rest of the world think..who cares".As a man i was so much Affected by such a dialogue.It haunted me for Months and i was not able to find a Meaning to the "strength" that she described in her Words.What made her So courageous and confident enough to say such a remark about me?.On what notion did she measured me?
This thoughts get haunting in my head still now..
You know I am a not So Masculine Boy.Whatever others think.I had my own problems that happened in my life..Problems that are large enough to define who i am now.I understamd that i had gone through many hurtfull feelings in my past.its my story..But Society dont accept me.
So when a girl teases u about ur Manhood what should u do u should tease her about her Womenhood.does that makes sense?
There are no notions for a Perfect women or a Genereal women..Everyone says she needs to be smart and Intelligent.But noone really cares those things.
So All those Narcissist Womens out there who were Surrounded by Jerks were infact Confidemt because they are Beautyfull..!
Thats it! Nothing more powerfull in this world than a Beautyfull girl.
Whatever but i am fed up with believing the Beautygirl concept..Yes it is strong and rooted in my mind.Thats why i feel insecured about myself when i confront a beautyfull girl.See they are Perfect Ideals of Womenhood so We know the Reality that "They will get anyone they want..".Not only us they also know that..
So the first answer to my first question is this.What makes her so courageous pr Confident to arise such a remark?
Yes she made such a remark because she herself is superconfident about her Womenhood.
Now secondly the meaning of Strength..I think she really meant is that.even though she is a girl.she can mimic most of the Jobs that a man does with someehat nice accuracy.So she finds hereself a super ideal women model who is a ideal girl that fit the Beautygirl concept and the girl that fit the Masculine Boy concept.So what is she she was Both.!Yes this is Where Narcism lies their superconfidence lies there.They have rescue fantasies because they themselves consider as someone with superpowers..

So Basically I need to Say that all those Bad incidents,Bad verbal abuses that i get or a Bad Personality image that i formed from her remarks made me think of a Solution to my own problems.
I Learned something called Yin-Yang concept based on Taoism.That women have man essence in him and Man have women essence in him.
So those womens that cultivate this man essence and Man that cultivate their women essence that is what The Succes lies in..
My new Notion of Antifemnism consist of Cultivating my feminine part inside me.So i can Tease any girls if they make bad remarks on me in future.
I want to take activities that a Normal women does.From Wasing the Dish in house,washing my clothes,Cleaning and tiedying up rooms,cooking my own food and everything an ordinary women did in Past.Because when womens chanhe their ways,they find new things they became self capable of many things they dont longer need a man.
So what man wants to do.do the Same they want to change their ordinary Ebolutionary duties like striving for a Job.
And Making money for family.Looking after child.Protecting family..
Why...?
I need to be Self sufficient I need to sleep alone at night.No mother no support i needed from Others or Outerworld. I need to find wheather i can do it myself straight..
Things that i am going to do from now on to cultivate My feminine part(for Self dependency)
1.Sleep alone in a Room.
2.Wash my clothes.
3.Clean my plates that i eaten.
4.iron my shirts daily without anyones help.
Ok thats it extend it later...

Dream Movie Story

A Story that came to my mind after so many foggy days.Mohanlal is in the Story about a Preplanned Operation or Something in some Distant land.The Skyland i think it is.With Helicopter Hoisting And much more..
Yeah yesterday i thought of a movie story..its now everything became unfolded that i thought of a Story
About unit 731.A group of students which was captyred by a Secret Human experiment facility in japan.Their survuval and all.There is a good point for horror content in it i think..thats why i choosed that story.
Whatever at the end its all about entertaining the Audience isnt??

INDUSTRIAL VISIT

Our first Tour in Engineering Life and it is going on..We had gone to many places like Bangalore,Mysore..
SNOW CITY,CHAMUNDI HILLS

Review About Book When Past is Present by David Richo

When Past is the Present is a book about Relationship psycology and it clearly describes the Toxic patterns of Relationships that we saw in our daily Life..I wonder why i always became or act childish when i love someone.Like i am childish when some girls like me ot are childish or funny infront of everyone that tries to dominate me.
It was all a Psycological Phenomena called Transferance..A good example to understand transferance is If a person with a red hat act so good to us in past then we act so nice to a person wearing a red hat even though he dont even like us..

This is same that why i act so rudely to good looking girls because of tramsferance.A good looking girl acted so rudely to me in the Past.As a result i act rudely to all good looking girls that try to start a friendship with me.This is how transferance works..

It so much affects our relationships in an unconsious level.It will affect our ability to be in "I and You" relationships rather we try to enter some unresolved conflict with a past partner with the new partner we have..We dont try to see the new partner as a person or individual..Rather she will became a projection of our old partner that will allow us to revenge against.

In relationships girls tell that boys are childish and do not act mature.This is infact the Love given by girls to boys made them think about their mother..They project their mother image to this new partner and expect Unconditional love in return.

The idea of Transferamce helps us to describe every type of relationship patterns we see in daily life..I think this book is a must read for everyone who are struggling with Relationships..

It also describes many Practises to Let go of the Past.Like the most powerfull one i red was about forgiveness.The practise of forgiveness allow us to forgive the other and let them free from our mind.Other practise was seeking for Questions or being mindfull..
Like dont act in Judgements and predicaments.Rather honestly sit and open up what is the Real thing that affects me.which helps to open self exploration..

There is lot of other practises are there in the Book.The good thing aboit book is it is easily understandable and relatable.Without strong terms it can be read and understanded on the flow..

Weird Life.....

Emotions....

Love,Life,Job,Girl,Smile,Beauty,Joy...Happines!

chundarikkuti(Dedicated to my new live)

chundarikutti chundarikitti
ee chettane noki onnu chirikamo
thakarnna hridayam kondu njan nadappane
ninte chiri eniku pakarnu tharamo
ninte knnu njan kanditilla
ninte peru polum enikariyilla
ninnodu oru vakku njan minditilla
ennalum oru vattam nee onnu chirikamo
chumdari penne kunjivave
enne noki onnu chirikammoo
ohohohoho..hohohohooooo
ohohohoho...hohohohooooo

Before i propose You i have Something to Show you

Randu Aparichithar

Enno naam Evdeyo Vacho kandumitti
Annu naam manasukal thammil kaymatti
veruthe a manasil naam koodukitti
mattarum naam pattupaadi
enno orumikan naam agrahichu
ennalum vidhi namme Pinthirichu
pinnevideyo manasil vachu veendum kandumutti
randaparachithanmare pol naam noki ninnu
Enne Shwasame Enn idayame
Enn jeevane athin thudippe
Puthu nallamayi nee Enilayi
Vannanjathale....

Devatha(Poem)

Kunjichiriyum Chuvanna Chundum
Thudutha Kavilum Thathamma mukhum
Vidarnna Kannum Menanja mudiyum
Kallachiriyum en azakke
ennil Thirakkal Irachu ponthum
Ninte Vadhanam Munnil nirayumbol
Ente Penne Aru Ninne
Inganeyyaki Devathayakki..

My Face

My face is Dead
It never Speaks nor Smiles
It never utter a Word
It filled with frustration
Of things that it cant
It is always Sad
Its eyes dont sparkle
and the Lips dont move
BecUse it fears every Movement
Because its Movement cUsed trouble
Omce and for all it Loved a Girl
For Endless days
And it recieved neglect
All the days
People look at it when it sparkles
But it turnoff because it dont Like it